|  This is my neice at 18weeks
 This is Trinity at 28 weeks
 This is her again at 28 weeks... isn't she absolutely beautiful! lol
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| ... or at least that's what the ultrasound said this time... I am going to have a Neice (if the ultrasound was right anyway). Her name is Trinity Kay. She will be born in August. |
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| Yes, I'm updating... shock of all shocks.
I'm in a really shitty mood right now and there isn't a single one of my friends online that I can talk to right now... Oh well, you can't expect 2 people to be online all the time now can you?
So Allen informed me tonight that I'm selfish and that our relationship is one-sided. That he gives and gives and gives and all I do is take. And everything is about me and what I want. That we never do anything that he wants to do and that I don't allow him to even suggest what he might want to do. And of course I couldn't even talk this out with him or figure out why he's saying this now after almost 7 years together, because he told me all of this on the phone on his way to work and then convienently lost the signal. whatever...
I never thought of myself as being a selfish person before. and I never thought of our relationship as being one-sided. I've never told him that we weren't doing what he wanted, and I've never told him that he had to do this or he has to do that... The only request I've ever had has been that saturday nights are spent with heather and if for some reason he doesn't want to do that some saturday night then I request that he calls her and cancels with at least 2 days notice (unless there's some kind of unforeseen emergency or something like that).
So there's more to my shitty mood, but this has been the largest part of it, and i'm currently making a cake for tomorrow nights dinner with becky and jeremy (that's going to suck because of this thing with allen, but we'll pretend to be happy for at least one nite). |
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